I had an older boyfriend..
I knew he was a bum and I didn’t want to lose it to him
Although i said no he persisted.. taking my flower.
Months went by and he continuously forced me to have sex with him whether or not i said no.. whether or not i pushed him.. whether or not i tried running away.
one instance i remember clearly is when he sat on top of my chest trapping my body and arms from moving as he held my mouth open and shoved his penis in my mouth.. that still scares me to this day but what made me realize what he’s doing is wrong is when he pulled me behind some trees and forced me to have sex with him.
I thought I would never trust anyone again but my best friend (now boyfriend) helped me come to the conclusion that it is not my fault.
