exploitation

Barb

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I am NOT A PRETTY GIRL. Ok everyone thinks I am ugly, and it is true. One day this guy finally paid attention to me, and I fell in love too easy. He knew everything! Every weakness, what to say to make me have sex with him even when I didn’t want to. One day I was ordering a pizza and didn’t have any more money on ANY of my bank accounts. He took the money, but in small increments. (FYI, yes I have money). At first I didn’t think anything of it. I just thought I had overdue payments, and more money was taken. I didn’t want to believe he screwed me over. Sadly I allowed him to use my accounts to do whatever he wanted. It was until I went to his room and found a million different books that I have never seen before. I didn’t even know he read. He was taking notes like a crazy person, from these books. Notes on how to exploit my weaknesses. What to say and when to say it. Not to mention he had several ID’s. There was a lot of Robert Greene in there, and a few others. I don’t remember the names of the books or authors, but I’ll post when I remember. I’ve reached out everywhere and I just need help/a friend. Should I get revenge? Do I get therapy? How can I even recover such a devastating loss?

Janine

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When I was 19, I earned the role of assistant manager at a local community pool for the summer because I was remarkably responsible for my age. The manager to whom I was assigned, a middle aged, male gym teacher, didn’t like that I had gotten the job. On my first day, in front of the other assistant manager, a male that was 2 years older than me, he told me that I shouldn’t be there and that he could bend me over his desk and violate me with a baseball bat that was leaning next to the desk. The other assistant manager laughed. I stayed for several weeks anyway and tried to do the job but the staff was encouraged to haze me. My friends participated in messing with my food and damaging my car and personal items. I ended up quitting the job. I had no one to report it to. I had a very messed up home life where things weren’t much better. It didn’t even seem like that big a deal to me because I had so many other violations before that and since. I am 43 years old now and I’m grateful that we have come far enough for me to protect other women and confront offenders loudly and openly. I am damn proud to say that although it is unfortunate that my 17-year old daughter has had a run-in or two with sexist or violative behavior, she handled it like a BOSS and didn’t ever consider shrinking away in fear, shame, or acceptance that that’s just how it is. She asked for help and justice because she knew I had guns blazing to protect her and I prepared her for how to handle it.