3 sexual assaults under the age of 10.
1 around 12/13 years.
Rape/sexual violence by 2 different men by the age of 21. One incident over 18months. The other by a older work colleague.
Lots of near misses e.g. a couple trying to coerce me into a car. Nearly raped in my own home and place of work. Groped at work. Flashed at.
Now tell me what label would I have if I reported all these and spoke out?
Probably why I’ve never been able to handle being attractive and instead use it as a means to berate myself and believe that I’m ugly and worthless. Messed up cos I know I’m not but I can’t shake it off. Also a major factor in my social anxiety. I’m 37.