Rose

When I was about 13 (I’m 17 now) a boy in my class, who I was sort of friends with (We went to the same primary school and were in the same tutor and had mutual friends), pushed me into the corner of our science class room at the end of the lesson as people were packing up, and started groping me, making noises and thrusting on me as some sort of sick joke. I had no idea how to react to it because people in my class had seen and nobody had said a word. It was quite a while ago so I can’t really remember how I responded but the memory of the event still stays with me. On another occasion he also kicked his foot up my skirt, touching my vagina with the toe of his shoe. I told my head of year about this and he was excluded for a couple of day’s. Because of this he has been incredibly bitter towards me (not that I care but it brings me on to my next event…)

Then at the end of year 11, when I was 16, the same boy who’d sexually assaulted me when I was 13 (Who i’d like to say went out with my best friend for about 9 months however by now they had broken up), told me in graphic detail how he would like to kill me and rape me while maggots ate my eyes and he ejaculated on my face… again this was another one of sick jokes and of course I didn’t take it seriously but I remember feeling so humiliated by what he told me and so sick. A female friend of mine was present at the time and also looked slightly uncomfortable but she sort of laughed along with him.

Then during the summer holidays I was put into a really weird and very uncomfortable situation where my friend wanted to stay over at her ( now ex ) boyfriends house but she wasn’t allowed to unless there was another girl there so she took me. Another boy was there so there were four of us in total – two boys, two girls.
When we were going to sleep, my friend and her boyfriend wanted to share the same bed an there was only one other bed available. So me and this boy who I didn’t know really well had to share it. We kissed for a bit which was fine but I decided I didn’t like it or like him in that way and we stopped and I was going to sleep when he basically dragged my body on top of his (While i pretended to be asleep because I honestly had no idea of how to deal with what was happening or what to do) and started grinding against me and humping me. He tried this several times because each time I felt like i had to participate to some extent and I didn’t know how to say ‘no’, afraid I would wake up the other people. Eventually he stopped dry humping me and moved on to trying to touch my vagina while groping my breasts but I wouldn’t let him.
Finally he went to sleep but I couldn’t sleep at all. And in the morning he left without saying anything to me but saying goodbye to the others. I didn’t speak or hear from him for a week until finally he sent me a message asking if one of my close girlfriends liked him or not.