I was very young, 7 or 8 (I do not really remember). I had always had a great relationship with my dad. We went swimming one day together. I was in the pool and he pulled up my bikini top and later pulled down my bikini pants. I thought it was a joke. I laughed but I also felt so angry. It was only until recently when I realised that it was sexual assault. He has also on multiple occasions, watched me get changed in my bedroom. I’m never going to tell anyone. I’m embarrassed and everyone thinks he is a nice man. I’m scared he will rape me when I’m older. I am 15 now and everyone is forcing me to have a relationship with him, they don’t understand. I will never tell anyone because it’s not that much of a big deal, it was only a small thing.