I’m a weed, 19

around last christmas i came home from uni with a black eye because i had been spiked on a night out with my mates. Apparently I got the black eye from collapsing at a bus stop while two of my guy mates were dragging me home and they had to keep on covering my bare chest because my top kept on going up as my arms were around their necks. I could barely make noises let alone words and i have big gaps in my memory from they day after. I thought i was really lucky to have such great guy friends who looked after me for those two days. However, around this Christmas time one of my close girl mates was raped while she was drunk and going in and out of consciousness by my closest male friend who was also on the night out with me a year previous which makes me wander of it was him who spiked me.