I know this isn’t much to share, but… Since i was born i was treated differently in my family, all the women were. I the women would clean, cook, and do everything. When the women would ask the men to help out with work, they would laugh. The weird thing is that most of the women are fine with it. But it all starts off with my grandfather. Whenever he would visit, he would stay for 2-3 months. He would tell me to sit on his lap, and i would say no. I would always be scared to actually say NO, so i would shake my head. My family members would tell me to not say no, one my aunt which is one of my grandfathers daughters told me not to make a face because he doesn’t like it when I do that. She was trying to make me hide the fact that I was sexually uncomfortable. After i would sit on my grandfathers lap, he would rub his hands down my hands and up my thigh. I would want to cry because while im there screaming inside, my family members are laughing and smiling, not seeing what wrong. This still happens, this has been happening since i was a baby.
